Its a Lie,
I just wanna tell you everythin, but i cant.
Even if my heart wants to, my brain says no. And I dont know what I should do,, Because you dont get it, do you?
I dont know what they say about me, but I know they say something, and its not true, they think im a player, but I can promise you that I'M NOT. Im not even close to that.
But its their words against mine. I really like you, and I really want to tell you how I feel, but you wouldnt belive me, so why even try?
I can tell you why I should try, because not telling you is like carry a big stone on my head, its really heavy and its make me feel bad because I want to take this stone down again but Im to afraid to trop it on me.. Its the same with you, I want to tell you all this but Im afraid to loose you as my freind and get a push back.
Why cant it be like in the fairy tales? I love You,, I love you to, and they are together.
But this is not a fairy tale, this is a reall life, my life. And for the moment I wish you was a part of it, will you?
